>>61917422Meh. I enjoy life as it is. How do I say it properly... I usually don't talk about it in English, but I will try. I'm just happy about being alive. Life is, like Heraclitus thought, a war. My innate need for life is at constant battle with my innate need to die. I'm becoming dead, but I already was dead as soon as I was born. This landmark, so to speak, my age doesn't mean a single thing. I could be a 10 year old or a 80 year old. I'm already young and I'm already old. I just enjoy being here to see life as it presents itself to me. I wanted to also name our "Nietzsche", Leontiev Konstantne, to describe what I feel, but I thought it was boring to write about here. So yes. I enjoy it all. Someday I will marry Tenma. I know I will. But I'm happy just being myself. Which is why I sometimes like to say to people in misery to just sit and stare at a wall. I know I can sit like that for hours, just enjoying my life. If people can't do it, I usually say that they hate themselves. Because why do you need anything but the company of yourself? I cannot see any other reason other than hate, or fear in some cases. Anyway. Too long for a post on a vtuber board. I'm going to eat some cake, read, brush my teeth and read until I feel too tired to not to sleep. I'm in no need for discussion, so if you want to argue, you will agree with a wall.
>>61917478Bleh.
Thanks for all the congratulations.