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She said on stream:
>It's just so frustrating when it feels that I can't make the right decision.
It's something that has been happening often. Like when she made new emotes and people complained they couldn't use the old ones. So she felt like she failed and changed her mind.
The thing is that Pippa is not a le based rightwinger but an edgy kid that likes contrarianism (pretty much like 4chan "anything popular is wrong"). While this is a good mechanic to prevent falling for corporate shilling that sells the newest garbage, it also means there is really no rigid moral backbone at the bottom.
>Hates reddit, then her fanbase hates reddit, so she tries to use reddit.
>Hates the Harry Potter backlash, so she teases playing HP, but gets overwhelming support and then backtracks on that.
>The pro BLM tweets. Since everyone was agreeing that BLM was retarded, she had to do the opposite and find some mental gymnastic to see the good side of BLM.
>Deliberately nerfing her content for the sake of Phase, while also trying to protect them even if she mention that some of them outright hate them.
Etc etc. This explains all of her cryptic decisions. No decision she makes will ever be good enough because contrarianism is what gave her a unique voice and niche. But also such contrarianism will forever be at odds with anything she wants to do.
Any times she gets a win, she feels like she has to see things from the other side. "Things never go right, so she gotta take the opposite side to prove things are wrong".
The solution to this is to simply assume you're 100% all the time, or have a strong moral code, but she doesn't have enough ego for that.
No wonder why she has been more active on PL. Must be extremely exhausting to live like this.