>>51573086>discover Shonshon through youtube recommending Shondopilled Individual>become a cynical borderline anti who doesn't care about Ellie just le based uoh loli>give her zatsus a chance and slowly get to know her better over the following weeks>become Tier 1 sub for 2 months in a row>can't renew because unemployed again>too ashamed to post in a sea of subscribers>"AHHHHH BUT WIFEY CUTE THO!!!!!!">use an alt to have fun in the chat just like before>she reads 2-6 of my low effort comments per hour>"m-maybe it's dumb luck? RNG?">she still reads my comments the following streams>decide to stick with the altI feel sorry for neglected oldfag husbands because I'm always saying the first thing that comes to mind so this isn't a skill issue it's a compatibility issue, she's more compatible with me
a sadistic schizo NEET willing to bruise her skin than over 90% of chat; therefore I don't have to draw her or pay for interactions. If I became a decent artist I'd probably be as important to wifey as *a****l despite spending under €10. Natural affinity > rizz.