>>10385810You mean NOTHING to your oshi, and never will. She does not know you exist. Logically and objectively, if she married you would not be a cuck because you two are not and will never be in a relationship. She is not your girlfriend, therefore she cannot cheat on you. The fact that you'd be devastated is something else entirely.
BUT if YOU think that'd make you a cuck, you already have a cuck mentality. However, you cope with this by telling yourself that you aren't a cuck (yet) because your imaginary relationship has yet to be destroyed by a real one she'd have. You also conviniently leave out the other faggots that have the same thoughts you do, that have the same, or even more fucked up, sexual fantasies of your oshi you do. And regardless of whether or not they feel the same way you do, those imaginary relationships mean you're a cuck, since you claim yours has any standing whatsoever. So you're already cucked anon, you're just too much of stupid, fragile little bitch to live with that truth because you "love" your oshi
