>>14099550Yeah, I might be a whore.
But hear me first.
In all the years of my life, I've been desperately seeking, searching, for something - something that I don't know what it is, and also why.
Such as it is, it seemed that something never would never came, everything I found so was amoubted to nothing.
Nothing satied that desire, that thirst, of mine for something.
That was painful, and many times I've thought about what was on the other side of the rope. I was literally living everyday like pic related. So much that I've thought:
>Maybe hanging myself could free me?MANY TIMES PER DAY.
But then... I saw Chloe.
And when that happened, for the first time ever, I've felt something, and thought to myself:
>What is this feeling...>This might be it...Since then, I've spend many hours per day thinking about her until her debut.
But I was scared, scared of her not being the thing I was searching.
That she would just be an false alarm, leaving me with the feeling of disappointment that I know the most.
The day of her debut was coming closer and closer, and my emotions were a raging vortex.
And then, on the fated day, I felt my emotions ome to life. I couldn't calm down. So much that if she wasn't it I felt poke couldn't resist the thought of searching for the prize, but at the end of the rope - since I was exhausted.
But fortunately, heaven was on my side.
In Chloe, I found something.
And it was exactly what I needed.
Who the fuck cares if she's deceiving me, I choose to believe.
For she is the one who is keeping my life.
