>during debut, he was so anxious his legs were trembling the entire time and when it was done, he collapsed from the pain of them shaking
>cried himself to sleep out of anxiety and happiness
>almost drank expired milk that was there for weeks
>before his QnA stream, he ate too fast due to being excited, so he threw up only 2 minutes before going live but he still went live, coughing the entire time
>keeps forgetting to buy soap so he takes baths in plain water and asked if dish soap was a good substitute
>casually let everyone know he once left rice in a rice cooker for so long an insane amount of maggots infested it
>also thought you fry rice by putting uncooked rice grains and oil in a frying pan, and actually ate it, saying that fried rice sucked and he didn't get the hype
>scared of the dark
>can't walk outside at night without tricking himself into believing there's a murderer chasing him, causing him to literally run home scared
>got bullied physically so badly when he was young, for his Cockney accent usually associated with the working class, that he developed a posh accent just so they'd leave him alone
>is insecure about his accent, and wondered 'jokingly' several times if people open his stream and leave from how ugly his voice is
>doesn't celebrate Christmas despite being Filipino, or his birthday even, because he's had no friends for so long that there's no one to celebrate for, just spends those days alone in his room
>one of his New Years resolutions was to make sure people like him
>college made him depressed, was trying to do something film related
>had no friends for years and said he was very lonely
>cried on stream merely recalling the fact that he has friends now in Nijisanji, since Luxiem were talking for a month before debuting, said he has so much to look forwards to now
>also asks Nina for advice repeatedly because he's anxious he's going to fuck up
I need to save him....
