>>15769017>>15769032>>15769088I was membered to Rosemi and Petra since they opened membership. I was there when Rosemi got King and I was there when he died. I don't give a fuck about your doubt. I casually watched Pomu, Finana and Selen. The whole purpose and appeal of vtubing is gone once there's a male present. The entire chuuba - chat relationship is gone, dead, obliterated. Anything you do as a fan, be it a SC or a funny comment that gets picked up only serves to increase the chemistry between the chuuba and the male. You, as a fan are now on the sidelines. A third wheel. A stranger looking at a boy and a girl having fun, and it's something which doesn't concern you in any way. You, the viewer, are effectively filtered out of the interaction. If you're a member or SC, you are effectively paying to see a girl you like have fun with another man.
You can try to insult me in any way you want. Call me a virgin, an incel, a weakling, it doesn't matter to me - because I left. I have dignity. I have self-respect. There is nothing as depressing to me as to see you rationalize how this bullshit is somehow "okay" out of the misguided sense that you're a real man or some shit like that because you "don't mind" being an actual paypig and a digital cuckold. Yes, vtubing is selling an illusion, a digital dream we share with the chuuba. It's nothing more than ephemeral and transitory. It is a fantasy. And that's precisely why having a male is bullshit. It destroys the dream, destroys the illusion, destroys the fantasy. How do you people not see that this is a jarring, hideous gesture towards the fans? It has little to do with being a gachikoi or a unicorn, bottom line is that it's distasteful at best even if you're just a casual fan.
Just no, I'm not watching that shit. I wanted a dream and make believe but I got shat on. I'll just fuck off and watch Gun Jesus talk about Ethiopian mausers and HoloEN. Unless they fuck this up too, after which I'll just exit completely. So yeah, comfort yourself and rationalize how "great" it is that Rosemi or Petra or Selen is collabing with a man and having a great time while you stand if front of the screen to witness it. Alone. Not even the center of your oshi's attention for those brief few hours. The mere thought of going through that depresses me. Have some fucking self-respect.
