>>17018988>>17019039>>17019071I love Sana.
Her bright personality never fails to make my day better. She would talk about her interests with passion, and without any shred of irony whatsover, and for that I like listening to her.
She would talk about random yet interesting topics, and for someone who doesn't travel much, I appreciate her talking about her travel experiences.
She would play challenging games while keeping a smile on her face, and not just because she can stick a smiling expression on her avatar if she felt like it. It seems like she's genuinely having fun doing whatever it is she's doing on stream.
She would always make me feel most welcome by responding to my chat messages, even the short, boring ones. She would laugh at some of them, and would sometimes remember them for several days.
I would never have thought that I could have that much of an impact on someone out of my reach.
I love the simple yet cute gestures she does on stream, like waiting to be praised by her chat when she does something silly or cool in a video game, or playing along when getting flirted by me and the other Sanallites.
She seems unashamedly proud of her hobbies and interests, but sometimes I could sense some weakness in her conviction about them. On rare occasions, she would talk about some people not liking her astrology streams, and it makes me feel sad. If only there was a way to make her realize that a lot of her fans like how she's bringing new to Hololive. Something that people actually like seeing.
And that's something she has taught me to do, to not be ashamed about the things you like, and by not relying on several layers of irony to make myself not feel bad about having niche interests. Fuck you, teehee, and all that.
Not everyone will fully understand her personality, but that's just how humans and space babies are: complicated beings with their own sets of problems.
With that said, I am completely fascinated by her, and I will be supporting her as hard as I could, for as long as I could, because I love her.