>>19111259NTA but for me it's the exact opposite. I have literally never watched a single stream of hers, but the idea of a mentally unstable person being push to the point of no return (and supposedly going to or planning to go even further beyond) has me in this weird daze.
Part of me wants to know what she leaked in her moment of absolute, unfiltered weakness that resulted in not only get un-person'd, but having what few friends she had turn against her, leaving her to fend off the wolves barking at her gate as well as the ones now clawing at her back door. But part of me also wants to just live in simple ignorance, and keep what little respect I had for her.
It's a sad story that I don't wish on anyone's oshi, and I can only hope she just vanishes from the spotlight as well as gets the help she needs to get unfucked in the head.