>>21292856Shes so sweet and cute and subtly funny that it actually kind of hurts, I have this surge of happiness that fades just when a stream ends to depression to a normalized baseline a few hours later when I manage to calm myself back down.
I think I am just maybe a bit pathetic, I actually managed to make myself shed a tear thinking about some of her wholesome reactions to SC's on her bday. why am i like this? Am I just in too deep? does it fade? I want to go back to the comfy occasional enjoyment level and not whatever the hell I managed to get myself into. Touching grass hasn't worked.
