>>21877918>A journey downward toward somewhere new, yet familiarshe was already interacting with minor labels
>A moment in history, a flicker in time>A mystery I still can’t break through>I’m deathly defiant of crossing that line>I don’t want to break down before you…had to hold in the secret about the deal, also she knew how the reaction of the 'underground' gonna be if she revealed it, so the part that is still attached to that scene was fearful and stressed
>Reach downward to glory, yet upward- what for?>An ouroboros of earthly desire>Devouring my tale just to tell it once more>Am I still the gold statue you admire?'reaching downward', into the dirt and earthly desire -> abandoning the lofty ideal of 'making it completely on your own' and going harder into corporate production, for the sake of down to earth improvements in production/output
timelooping in reference to ditching the 'indie artist' roots for yet more recognition, which might be taken as not so admirable
>From this point downward, I cannot return>For the final dream I sought is so close yet far within my reach>Though I’d like it to be known>This I made on my ownthe decision was made and it's not something she can back out of easily, but she made it on her own and wasn't pushed by the company
