>>23430584Children on average receive their first sustained experience of affection and intimacy with an older female, their mother. As you grow older and start to understand the concept of sexual desires, you're mostly constrained in an environment where most of the people around you are of your age group. However, the kind of affection and intimacy you receive from females of the same age do not usually ever come close to the kind of love that you were "awakened" to. Whether by experience or by observation, you would've been able to tell from the moment of puberty that the kind of relationship of females from early teens to mid twenties are an entirely different dynamic from what's comfortable and what gave you the most satisfaction growing up, and that's why you long for hags.
