>>23500957Too much of a loner to want a relationship. Every time I've been in a relationship it felt like hell, and every time it ended it was like a weight was lifted from my soul. When I realized that I was asking girls out and being relieved when they said no, I re-evaluated my perspective and asked myself am I doing this because I want to or am I doing it because that's what young men do?
I gave dating a couple years break and loved it. I tried again recently, just to see if anything changed, but no, still the same visceral gut response of "no, go away, I don't want to text with you, I don't want to hang out right now, please leave me alone".
So I bought a doll and I fuck her all day long and cuddle with her at night and I am happy as a lark. Everyone wins now.
