>>24362700Thanks anon, really.
I don't mean to spin you my life's story or anything, but long story short, I'm stuck in my old hometown until August. So I feel like getting out there and drinking, in this small of a town at least, is entirely off the table for me. I don't want to put myself out there in a somewhat vulnerable state and make anyone else in a similarly vulnerable state think that I am theirs for the taking, if that makes sense.
I'm 26, and since I myself am only looking for serious relationships at this point in my life, I don't want to waste anybody's time right now. I've been in a few relationships already, and I'm content to be single for a little while. Just feeling inebriated and a bit lonely right now, I guess.
I'm finding myself in this liminal space right now (in a very literal sense (not the zoomer sense) where I don't want to carelessly forge any relationships in my current town and am simultaneously finding myself a bit lonely as of late. It's just a bit frustrating, is all.
Thanks for the well wishes in any case, anon. I have no doubts that I'll make it. I'm just a bit of an emotional drunk. I have some very solid friendships and a a very supportive family, but they all go to bed earlier than I do. I'm sure nearly everyone reading this can relate.
We really are all going to make it.
