>>2446843Rationally speaking, I cannot say I "love" Gura in that sense, since I haven't actually met her directly. I can however say I definitely "admire" her. I do keep thinking about how she's one of a kind, and I'm amazed such a person can exist, without denying both her apparent flaws, and the ones we don't know of.
Perhaps I am simply awestruck at that, but then again, it might be that I have a lot of feelings with nowhere to go. There's this thing I think about a lot. We are born in this world at this particular moment in time. Almost eight billion people under the same sky, almost all of which we will never get to meet. And, if the circumstances of your birth were just a smidge different, the people you get to meet would be extremely different, too. It's certainly a conflicting thought, because there are people I wouldn't change for the world, but can you really help but wonder "what if"?
But perhaps I'm getting too philosophical. For now, all I can do is focus on improving myself, and see where that leads me. Little shark says she wants us to smile, after all, and I wanna become a person who can do that.