I'm currently struggling with some hardships, which causes me a lot of stress, to the point I'm constantly on the verge of crying, barely sleep every night, barely eat anything, and whatever I eat I diarrhea out. Didn't even know that stress can cause diarrhea before.
I'd like there be someone to support me though this hard time, to care for me, like maybe cook some food for me, to listen to me and talk with me about what I'm going though, to calm me down so that I'm able to sleep, maybe even make some sort of a massage even if a clumsy one, and so on.
Mikeneko might call us her boyfriends, husbands or whatever, but this relationship is very one-sided and doesn't do much to help me. She won't listen to me, she won't talk with me, she wouldn't do anything to help me. All she does is stream and have small talk about random things like the spy x family, bakugo, boobs, her father, things that stress her out like the genshin incident, antis, and sometimes she talks a little about herself, like how she got lost and had to ask the taxi driver for help, how she cared for rabbits in school or how she was a vet, doing some surface-level replies on whatever her japanese nekofami comment while she talks. Wish I could be in her position, so that I could talk about what stresses me out and what is going on in my life, with her listening and commenting on it, but the way things are - the roles are reverse. Instead of her supporting me, it's me that support her, with her unable to support me.
Wish I had a real girlfriend or a wife right now, one that could support me.
Shit, I'm about to cry again.
