>>25191846It's actually had the exact opposite effect on me
All watching hololive does for me is remind me of the girl I have a crush on IRL and how wonderful she is and how there's no realistic chance I will ever be able to end up with her
Then I'm sitting here watching these anime girls "flirt" with their thousands of viewers and pander to their desires for "content", almost always ironically (especially with the most unironic one, Rushia, gone) and thinking to myself "man, this is just making me sad that the actual IRL relationship I want with an actual real girl who isnt ironic and isnt pandering to anyone and isnt anime, is just impossible"
I actually had a dream where a girl who looked like a mix of Gura and Ina - Ina's body with Gura's voice and bratty personality, was seducing me in class and pressuring me to bring her to my room for some fun times
Then it got to a point where she was in my room, giving me a sexy look, and starting to take her clothes off
But then I was filled with the sudden urge to stop her so I told her "no, this is wrong. sorry, I actually have a girl I like right now" and then I woke up feeling like wow, even with fantasies and dreams included, I end up getting to have absolutely nothing
