>>2527550I've felt pretty hopeless about irl relationships after years and years of failure.
I either try too hard, don't try enough, and more often than not I'm too fucking socially blind and stupid to realize what I've done wrong. No one tells me anything. It's shit I gotta figure out for myself.
What's the alternative, then? These anime girl streamers that make me feel all the things that I want to feel.
I don't care if it's cope. If it's all bullshit. I have nothing.
So maybe it's a bit fucked up. Just don't hurt yourself too badly, anon.