>>26149900i feel kind of bad for aqua, i know the feeling all too well.
every get together you show up to there's a big show about you being there, even if you make it every time
a lot of the time it's like all eyes are on you, even if the conversation pertains nothing about you
everyone wants to make conversation with you and suddenly you're caught up in two or three simultaneously
your feet hurt and these chairs are uncomfortable, nobody here even knows how to tapstrafe and you start to miss your cat(s)
at the end of the day it's all so exhausting and it blows you out for a week at a time if it's anything over a couple of hours