>>262163I don't actually hate her, it just sometimes fills me with some horrible pleasure to bully her. She's tried so long and hard to be an idol that the failure and longing is deeply ingrained in her and everything you does, even her design, and you can feel it. You can feel the desperation and fear in her to keep clawing her way up and to not lose what she has now, and sometimes it feels a little scary. But it makes the bullying fun. In reality I think she's fine, and I kind of feel bad for her. But I'm also happy she's come this far and is finally living her dream in a way.
