>>26268679I liked her energy, shitposting and fun moments, but her martyr mentality of taking the abuse from the management is an issue she needed to solve.
She caused my ego and consciousness death from extreme emotions after her Taiwan suspension.
It took me 1 year to recover from it, slowly rebuilding my mind and to find out what my real identity was.
The past is not my past anymore and everything beyond the time I woke up with my current state is like looking at newspapers of an old event which has nothing to do with me.
The change has been so great that it changed my desires and perspective on life completely, including what I search for in vtubers.
I now don't want emotional roller coasters, but health, happiness and stability instead.
