>>28555154I've been membered to her since Day 1, and have tried to catch her streams every single time she went live, but the pain of her imminent graduation has only grown for me since the announcement.
It's an odd feeling, seeing as Coco's graduation hit the hardest at the initial announcement with a gradual weaning into an inevitable, yet was ultimately a historic send-off for a Vtuber graduating in her prime. Meanwhile, Sana's departure feels like she's unironically hitting her stride just at the end, and is going to be missed by so many, and leaving everyone sad knowing what could have been.
I know she's been plagued with a lot of personal shit over the past year, and with the canceled projects maybe it wasn't all it was cracked up to be, but that doesn't diminish how much I came to enjoy her content, and wished for more.
The joy I'm feeling after all of these fun collabs is sullied by how much potential has been missed over the year, and part of me wishes she can still "return" some time down the road if she regrets her choice (or hell, even join in VC chats from time to time), but I'll try to wish her off with a smile
even if I'll be blubbering like a fucking baby at her sendoff.t. Unitybeat 
