>>29652396I get what you mean, anon.
It was something I wish didn't have to happen, but hearing what it meant to her, and seeing what she meant to others, helped you and me remember how important life is, even if it seems like you may not have done much in the present.
The people you impact and the things you leave behind are important, even if you worry about it not mattering. Sana may not have been able to get the life she wanted from this, but she gained from it. Friends, experiences, etc.
Even if things don't always work out, it was always worth doing.