>>3207825https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CxjHXK8tC9kShe acts like a clown and in crazy chaotic way and it's all an act and we know it no question and it's fucking great, we love it, but then in her talk streams her real self appears, she's calm and fun to hang out with, very chill and relaxing streams, especially when talking about her passions like what she is reading or her thoughts on some literature, and sometimes shows a more velnerable side of herself (like talk about insecurities). we love both aspects of her.
Basically, we are the other circus members while she is the star (I am the peanuts seller), she puts on a act to make everyone happy, but behind the stage the real her shows up and we all group hug.
We are all Polka, you are polka too.