>>30229578I get it, I don't have any friends either and I used to feel like that too, but it doesn't help. I promise you she's not doing it on purpose to make you jealous, she's just kind of sheltered in that she hasn't really been miserable like some people have. And that's okay, I don't want my oshi to be miserable like I am, I watch her to get away from it. I want her to be happy and innocent and think that everyone has friends and that when people say they want to be happy they're being silly because it's normal to not be happy sometimes and the idea that some people are never happy is unfathomable. I don't want her to be another depressed vtuber that walks on eggshells.
I don't mean to be preachy, but I think you should change your outlook on things, it might help you make friends, or at least be okay with not having any.
