>>30559557I don't know why I do thethings I do. I don't even like video games I don't think.
When I was a kid I was moderately happy but I used to literally wish to be isekai'd before it was a thing.
Sometimes I would wander out half a km into farmland hoping I would wander through a portal.
It's kind of like I was spoiled as a kid with an idea of an adventurous world where I could rise to be ah hero but I eventually realised that everything had already been done and that nature is a prison for what is and isn't possible.