>>30976243Aki felt bad because she had to be hospitalized for a period of time and also youtube fucked her over bad because of some of the more spicy content in the early days. When you get fucked over near debut, it is very hard to get back up. And this is ESPECIALLY true for early early gens. Hell, even Sana that already had the hololive name backing her up (people already got used to girls getting at least 100k before even debuting) barely got her numbers up.
Dont blame Aki for feeling sad. Aki is a wonderful woman and I love her very much.