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https://youtu.be/xRMIFwhveeU?t=1700
> there's a literal number that you can pay attention to
> like the score in a video game
> high score = you're being extra funny, low score = you're not very funny.
> there's a lot of min-maxing, overlaps and meta shit relating to streams to increase numbers - it's exhausting.
> can't ignore the numbers because he stresses about it too much.
> "If I'm ignoring bad things, I'm giving myself more problems" is what I think.
> Industry is cutthroat (immediately rephrases).
> "Around April, I was the top dog for a bit. We were growing faster than everyone else."
> "We're still doing well, but not quite as well as we were."
> just being there once makes you want to do it again. "It happened. Go and get it back" - hence pressure.
> there's a literal number that you can pay attention to
> like the score in a video game
> high score = you're being extra funny, low score = you're not very funny.
> there's a lot of min-maxing, overlaps and meta shit relating to streams to increase numbers - it's exhausting.
> can't ignore the numbers because he stresses about it too much.
> "If I'm ignoring bad things, I'm giving myself more problems" is what I think.
> Industry is cutthroat (immediately rephrases).
> "Around April, I was the top dog for a bit. We were growing faster than everyone else."
> "We're still doing well, but not quite as well as we were."
> just being there once makes you want to do it again. "It happened. Go and get it back" - hence pressure.
