>>33511527>I'll do anything to make myself unlovable, I don't want to be with anyone who could hurt meThat is an extremely high bar to be honest.
If I would give my advise, making yourself unlovable is not an end. But a method.
You hate yourself, because you know you can do better.
You become rough, so you can learn ways to smooth your edges.
You become hot, so you must learn how to cool yourself.
Your skin is degrading but you are shedding it for a newer one.
It's okay if you want people to love you for your worse parts, but at the same time you need to prove your mettle.
Thorns and spikes hurt, but they also protect the things you care.
Acid melts and burns, but it's also used to create and digest.
The dark is not the end, it's a tool.
Do not gaze into the abyss to despair, do so to learn the enemy within.
