>>34654356I never tricked you. I really tried to help you, everyone did. No one wanted you gone forever, we just wanted you to take a break so you could stop being obsessed with her and get better. I was ready to unban you whenever you did, but you never even tried, you went to every single one of her streams, you made alts to keep talking in her chat.
No one treated you as a dangerous criminal or psychotic murderer, you were treated with compassion and empathy by everyone, and let's be honest, with the way you acted and continue to act, way more than you deserved. Do you seriously think I'd spend all that time talking to you, letting you vent, offering you advice and perspective, just to trick you to ban you? If that was my goal I could have banned you at any time.
I get that you've been around some fucked up people and that's given you a fucked up perspective on people, but not everyone is like that, even people with the same shitty situation as you can rise above it. We were all hoping you would because we genuinely care about you, and I personally heavily empathized with you.
Fortnite was symbolic, I know it's not about Fortnite, it's about you wanting to force her to be your friend like she is with her best friends of years and lashing out when that didn't happen.
I don't know if you're going to believe me or just think this is some fucked up manipulative ploy, but seriously get help, for your own sake. These outbursts and obsessive revenge plots are hurting you way more than whatever harm you think you can do to us. I've been fighting botnets and psyops attacks since 2011, I was in charge of security in servers over 100 times larger than hers, I know the ins and outs of twitch's API from all the tools I've made, I can be ready for whatever you want to throw at us, and you know well that she can handle the heat.
So again, you're only hurting yourself. What are you getting from making these kinds of posts here and on twitter? Why are you so afraid of getting better that you won't even try? In your own words, love yourself man, stop being so self-destructive over an anime girl not wanting to be your best friend.
