>>34601196She misses whatever she isn't getting. Missed family and the states, goes back and says it recharged her streaming batteries, and now goes back 3 or 4 months later and suddenly needs to find love for what she does.
She said she's been the happiest she's ever been or something to that effect 3 or 4 times since the start of the summer and it's always the exceptions (EP, concert, being with family and friends she hasn't seen in a long time) that make seem to make her happy.
She doesn't need anxiety meds, she needs lithium or ADHD meds that make her not overschedule every second of her life.