>>37510944The universe is not obligated to provide you with a meaningful existence personally satisfying to (you). Your mind is haunted by ghosts that require you to live a certain way despite not being necessary for any shape or form, or "spooks" as a certain spectacled gentleman would call them. You are looking for an answer you would like, not an answer that is extrapolated from what you can observe.
Yes, it is pointless. So fucking what? Kill yourself or not, there is literally no moral arbiter from you to draw moral judgment. You are free, now do what wish.
As for my freedom, I will use it to masturbate to Anya Melfissa's feet and figure out how the fuck do I wage war in Victoria 3.
