>>37705116Her design ticks pretty much all of my boxes and she had the most striking debut and was the best possible opening act to the lightning that was holoMyth, and I liked her the best of the five, but I didn't even consider her my oshi until around the start of summer last year. That said, the seeds were planted long before then. There was just something about her genuine love for creating and desire to share art (hers and others) with the world that I found super admirable, so around the time of the back-to-back unarchived karaoke into RIP remix contest is when I pinpoint my start down the path. At some point a few months later, I caught myself off guard with a completely random thought
"damn, no reaper gf" that I half-dismissed as a joke at the time, but it was actually the controversial return stream in June where I realized I had undeniably fallen for her and started declaring her as my oshi. It was the first time she shared the story of performing to empty crowds, which resonated with me on a pretty deep level, and from then on I started to realize and learn a bunch of other things we had in common based on stuff she shared, to the point that it kind of freaked me out for a short period of time. Not to blogpost too much, but she's been one of the only genuine sources of fulfillment and happiness I've had over the last two years, and I just have so much respect and adoration for her everything. Something I copy-paste whenever the surveypost shows up in global because I don't think I've described it better is that I see parts of myself in her and parts of myself I wish I was, and that I want to keeping cheering for her forever. Also I'm hopelessly weak to breasts.
