>>37966890Unfortunately for you, platitudes that your therapist drilled into you do not garner a viewerbase
Human beings have very few opportunities to be noticed in the world, you got lucky and you decided to squander that luck because it wasn't personally fulfilling
Most streamers are never personally fulfilled, because it's not something that can be achieved through streaming, this is why Etika and Reckful killed themselves
Focusing on fulfilment is fine, but you will not find it through streaming, honestly, try religion.
Your an extreme, you either get to live a degenerate or repent for it.