>>39026228>>39026251Rather than essaypost, the good news is her thought process is detailed through the beginning and ending of Nezumi Scheme, since she attributes it to "Pride"
>Launch in EN>Make big fucking numbers>Start thinking you're hot shit, and now that big labels are interested in you, you've hit the big time (despite the warnings of some more conservative figures)>End up going from a huge fish in a tiny pond to a small fish in a fucking Ocean of talent, all clamoring to be heard, as you fade into irrelevanceThe good news for her is that not only does she vent a lot through her songs and then unwind with a clearer head. Additionally, since the music is already receiving a ton of great attention so far from fans and other artists alike, it seems to be validating her efforts after putting her soul into this particular track, particularly after UMG loosened up control and unironically gave her more creative freedom for the music, hence why the genres are all over the place.
Still, a lot of this is just her probably feeling down that the Hololive and overall Vtuber boon is waning, along with Myth being a bit unsettled at the moment, but seems to be taking solace from multiple different outlets this time around, and taking much better care of herself, so she's doing much better than last year.
Whoops, I ended up essayposting anyway
