>>39785636As if I was just filling in the blanks
I simply live day-by-day
Again, while hugging my knees in my narrow room
Laughably, over and over,
I circle back to you
Your smile, your voice, my love, I would tell myself
It’s fine to just keep watching
Or so I thought
Love me please
I promise I won’t get in your way
I look through pictures I can’t erase
Ridicule me please
I could never reach you, but
I loved you with a terrible longing
Our fingers were never meant to meet; I hold my breath
From the seats, my nameless self
Simply stares at those two on stage
Now, the parts of you that I don’t know keep increasing
And as for me
My bloated heart overflowed with ugliness
The meaning of those looks; even mimicking each other’s gestures
The world inside that frame
I clumsily reach out my hand towards it
Please notice my voice
“It’s like unrequited love”
As if it were anything that pretty
I dance alone to a song that will never reach you
Hypothetically, even if you went on
Not knowing who I am
Could I keep loving you forever?
But if you don’t need me
If you don’t need these feelings
I’ll end up wanting to stop my breath
Love me please
I promise I won’t get in your way
Until you reach that other world far, far away
Without me ever reaching the wing, the curtain rises
I just wanted to meet you again,
So I offer you this applause
This is what I came up with. It's my first time translating something this long, so it's pretty rough around the edges. In particular, I didn't really know what to do with the third to last line. Heimin, your oshi's new song is beautiful.
