i fucking hate you pieces of shit who caused this, all you had to do was stop leaking fucking membership content like she asked you to, this dumb little fucking girl who has had the kitchen sink thrown at her because she was too broken to handle how fucked up and cruel the world was and constantly torn apart by the fucking bullshit all you faggots excuse, she didnt want this, ever since before hololive it was always her trying her hardest to build a place where she could love and be loved without having to hold back and try and manage all of her complicated baggage from her old bf to the several fucking times guys online exploited her naivety to fucking leak shit to her warped sense of emotion from her upbringing but fucking none of that shit excuses anything, not for me you her or fucking anyone, she fucking tries her hardest to smile and is terrified about the future but she stays here with us because that love she fosters is important to her regardless of what you cynical faggots thinks, i fucking hate you, i fucking hate the leakers who caused her to break down in the first place, i hate feeling like this for her when i cant help her, i hate your fucked up advice that we should only care for the people we can help, i hate your twisted little nightmare, and i hate that i have to hate anything at all right now, i dont want to be drunk here getting fucking ogeyed by you faggots, i just want to know some dumb fucking girl on the other side of the world who moved away from her only friends and family to live alone in a city is ok and bitching here and in /jp/ is all i can do because at least here i can hide myself and hide from her and this post will die too, ban me i dont fucking care, im not gonna shrivel my fucking heart and soul because i care about somebody i shouldnt, it feels as real as any other fucking hurt no matter how many times you fuckers will say its fake, ALL IM DOING IS CARING ABOUT ANOTHER PERSON ON PLANET FUCKING EARTH, FUCK YOU
