>>43345187Since I'm sure someone is going to ask me, yes my sister is attractive but I can't give her a rating, since I don't think about 'rating' my sister that way, I don't need to give her a score but for awhile in school she did have a few guys trying to go out with her but none of them made any progress with her, with those details out of the way I feel I can now go back to the time after Gura's valentine's stream, at the time of the stream, or rather in the period before Gura's valentine's stream and before Gura's return,I had started to view my sister more as a woman and my sister's attempts at getting closer to me hadn't stopped, but I always wanted to avoid crossing this line since I still had my doubts she was serious, now after Gura's stream, as I mentioned, I was frustrated and needed to get off, the alcohol combined with my growing lust didn't help matters, to avoid making a fool out of myself I decided to go to my couch and just relax there, my sister obviously heard me leave my room and came out to see me
it was very easy for her to see the state I was in but instead of doing her usual antics we just sat down for a bit and talked, I did feel myself calming down a bit, enough I felt comfortable going back to my room and just going to sleep but that's when my sister asked if I wanted help relieving myself, actually offering to give me sexual services was the furthest she's ever gone and it did shock me at the time but I couldn't give in, so I just gave a teasing reply back and that should have been the end of it but it didn't end there obviously, my sister started getting visibly upset, she honestly believed she was going to lose me to a virtual girl, now you see, for a long time my sister was aware of Gura like I said, but she didn't particularly mind she found it funny and was actually watching a few vtubers herself, I thought she didn't mind but with this meltdown it became clear she was putting up a front and I am very fortunate my parents were out enjoying valentines elsewhere, so my sister actually started stripping herself, she was desperate and I didn't know what to do, truth be told I have very little experience with girls but I honestly couldn't stand seeing my sister cry like this, I was also to blame since I'm the one who actually contemplated giving in and fucking her but at the same time I didn't just want to use her as an outlet for sex, I even said as much to her, but she still wasn't calming down, she told me she didn't mind how I used her but all she wanted was for me to look in her direction, since by her own admission I'm the most important in her life, I seriously contemplated the situation, I was fully aware of the implications of crossing this line and that's when I got close to my sister and gave her an extremely amateur kiss, but that was enough to get her going, for the most part I can remember what happened after that, I wasn't so drunk that I blacked out, we went back to my room and obviously we had sex, for the first time I was on top of her, after that she decided to get on top of me, i'm pretty shitty at describing stuff like this but after all that she went to go take a shower and by that point I didn't wanna stop, so I followed her in, it was only after that did I tidy my room and go to sleep, the next day I woke up, got more water to ensure I was sober as by that point I was now fully aware of what I had done, the reason I've taken so long to post this was I was having a serious discussion with my sister about our situation, I didn't want to abandon her but at the same time I knew it would be all over if our parents found out, even posting this here has put me on edge but for now me and my sister are carrying out this relationship in secret, she's not too worried about Gura anymore but at the same time she's also 'inspecting' me to make sure I'm not using Gura as masturbation material, one thing I should mention about my sister is that she is kind of a dork, in that throughout my life sometimes I can't tell if she's joking or is serious but she said she wouldn't mind inviting Gura for a threesome, from my perspective this had to be a joke since such a situation is impossible in the first place but my sister has gone and done things for me before that I fully expected to be a joke, either way, I'll be sticking with my sister now, maybe one's she out of school I can improve our situation, I do have more than enough money to get my own place, the only problem would be my sister moving in with me without getting my parents suspicious I'm aware this isn't the best formatted post but I've literally never posted anything personal about myself on here, but at the very least I hope I've brought some entertainment to any chummies reading this if you do have siblings of your own, don't cross the line unless you're absolutely sure about that.
