>>46080108Lots of schizo posting ITT, some of which I even resonate with because I use to be like them too, hell I'll even add 1 more.
But in all honesty an Oshi can be just someone you find entertaining or funny or cute over the others.
There is no real point in developing an obsession over her if she's big, you will always be 1 in a circle of however many others and referred to simply as "chat".
Your comments or superchats might get a laugh or giggle but that's all it amounts to, eventually it will become replaced by another that made her laugh / giggle and you'll feel envy on the inside, all until you realize this was pointless.
2views are another species where you can worm your way into her inner circle and she'll remember you by name, but at that point everyone else will assume you're a groomer that's only out for a quick fuck and dump and be on guard against you, even cautioning her against you.
There really is no point to developing an obsession over an "Oshi", it's just misery. Watch for entertainment, get a good laugh out, then when the stream ends, return to trying to live a good or even decent life.
t. someone that developed obsessions over corpo vtubers at first, burned out, tried 2views, burned out again and now feels nothing.
