I'll copy paste what GatchamanV said, It's MTL but you get the general gist of it.
“If you want to do it as a hobby, you can do it as you like, but if you want to make a living as a full-time job, you should put off what you want to do.”
"In the end, 'I want to be' and 'I'm desired' are definitely different."
"That's true for all celebrities, broadcasters, and commentators."
“I have to match what I want to do while playing the role that everyone wants.”
“If you only do what you want to do, users will not follow you.
"There are quite a lot of people who take a break from this."
"That's why we always try to make adjustments."
"I'm trying to keep that kind of mental balance because I think it's necessary to keep going for more than 10 years."
"Honestly, I really wanted to do something like APEX."
"Last year I was doing it to the point that my family was going to collapse, but it's too much to say."
"But when I did it on stream, it didn't get well at all, it wasn't wanted."
"I stopped because I thought that everyone would not be happy if I pushed this."
"If you stop completely, you won't have your heart, so it's important to work well together."
"For example, if I say I want to do a new Power Pro, no one will be happy, I'll just do it behind the scenes."
"After all, I'm glad that everyone is happy, isn't it?"
"So I want to keep doing that."