How do you Anons cope with never actually being with your oshi? much less ever meeting your oshi. How do you guys feel about your oshi lying to you about being single? how many times did you feel happiness when your oshi liked your comments and posts? How do you guys feel about whiteknighting your oshi day and night in this godforsaken board and other social media websites only for her to throw it all away the next day by going full menhera over a single bad comment about her? How do you feel getting betrayed and having to abandon your oshi after all the time and effort you spent on her? how does it feel to watch as your oshi has a mental meltdown on stream while her fanbase collapses and she has a silent graduation? how does it feel to still sleep with the dakimakura of your oshi that you bought years ago, and still having merch of your oshi on full display, holding out for some form of hope that your oshi might come back? how does it feel watching old content of your oshi as your life spirals down more and more as you continue sitting in your room all day, feeling lost and confused, but never actually thinking about going outside and making plans for your life? how does it feel to find out your oshi has already moved on and is living a drama-free life? how does it feel to be the only one stuck at that one point of your life, never moving on? how does it feel getting called out?