>>4730263>voiceIt was worse when she first started off, especially when she used shitty japanese, even I an EOP could tell it was broken, but she has issues with her own voice, so even she agrees with you on that, wherever she's picked it up from she ain't happy its stuck to her
>personaFrom what I've seen from her in all forms she wants to be a show person, which is why even in the Mori collab she was bristling with energy, because...that's how you run a show, the time she cried broke alot of us anon and we would rather her be her true self.
Problem is like being a retail worker, you don't tell people how you're really feeling, especially with what she's gone through, telling someone you outright feel like shit with everything going on and it just outright ruins the experience, especially with how long she has lived in japan she knows she has to force it a little, that and being an "idol" means she can't always be truthful.
She lets us in small hints but that persona is not only what keeps the show going, but I fear for her own sake too