>>4747944>>4748030Moona, I will ignore the possibility that you froze up because of your lack of confidence of your voice(thanks to me...) but rather because of your shyness being in a collab with 7 other holos. Moona, when I said to consider thinking about your voice spiking when you shout or raise your voice, I didn't mean to change it completely or even right away. Jesus Moona... I watched the VOD of your MC stream today(yesterday for you) and noticed a hard difference. But you didn't look comfortable(honest question you should answer yourself: Did you feel comfortable?). That is something you absolutely shouldn't mess with a lot. One step at a time. You want to feel comfortable streaming solo and during collabs, right? If you read critique by any moron posting here, THINK about it, but don't jump the gun. You have more self confidence and experience than that, right?
Since I already feel bad about this, I will give you my opinion on that. ...If you are still reading that is, since you should already hate this shit website by now. How I see it, you need time to warm up with people to be even slightly comfortable to talk with them "properly". This is even more difficult if it's with a bigger group. This shyness can also be a lack of confidence. Maybe you are worried to make mistakes or maybe say something wrong. I saw this during your Subaru collab. With Subaru, you seem to have found someone who really likes you. If she is as nice as everyone says, talk to her more(including voice chat, behind the scenes obviously). You would not be the first holo to talk to Subaru for advice so maybe she is happy to help you with just a bit more chatting and talking in voice chat. Moona, your shyness and lack of Japanese is not a secret. Everyone in Hololive knows about it. Don't feel terrible asking for more chances to try speaking a bit Japanese(behind the scenes or on stream). Japanese people are happy to help if they can(obviously everyone has their own thing and schedule and in theory you girls are a bit of revivals so of course don't overdo it). What might be good for you to do is to find more confidence in speaking a language that is not Indonesian and get more practice in talking with people in another language. You seem to be doing ok streaming solo in English but in a collab you seem to lose some of your confidence and your English kinda drops. But this is not something to worry about because you can work on it. You can talk to more people, build more confidence in your language skills as you keep learning the language(are you still studying every day? mmmh?). I don't know if you are an introvert or an extrovert. Someone of your Moonafic people should maybe know this better. I just hope you are a shy person who wants to interact with more people. If you are more interested in people than in things, chances are that you really are just a shy extrovert. Get out of your shell a bit every day and face a challenge to learn and improve. There are a lot of people, as far as I can tell, who believe in you. You should believe in yourself as well which is much more important. Take the chances you are given and give it your all.
Moona I don't know if I do you more good or bad so I will throw you a bone just this once. If you want me to stop posting here, tweet about a couple of Kanjis you learnt today. If you do, I will let you in peace so you can read all the other crap that is piling up in here every day about how they want to bend you over and show you a good time. If you don't tweet, I will here and there post something if I feel like it since nobody seems to have the balls to do that. Thanks to Pekora I kinda start to like you a bit so I want to see you improve in Japanese and in your general skills to handle collabs so you can do even greater things in the future. You have the potential. You have the brain for it. Now it's up to you to do it.
nousagi
