>be a dumb cunt who refuses to be performative and thinks she should be loved by the masses because she’s just soooo special
>watch an episode of a show about an idol who understood the performative nature of her job and had a massive career in front of her because she was willing to put in the effort to publicly be the person people wanted her to be
>“that’s literally me”
Enna because you so desperately crave the love you are unwilling to put in the effort for and because this is a thread about you, I know you’re reading this thread start to finish. Please understand that you are nothing like Ai and that you and you alone are the reason you’ll never be as successful as you feel you deserve, not your fans. And as you continue to watch girls who understand that performative nature of the job eclipse you, and as you continue to seethe at them for actually putting in the effort you refuse to under the guise of “these bitches are so fake”, I know the irony will continue to be lost on you.
Oh yeah, and what’s more, Ai did this all as a public figure, and was willing to put in the effort to keep the charade up in all but her most private moments. Your bum ass can’t even manage to do it for 3 hours every other day, kek. The gap between you and the people you so desperately want to be like might as well be the distance between stars, for it is completely insurmountable to the you that you currently are. The hard way would be to actually put in the effort, but we both know you don’t have that in you. Which, for somebody who was handed the opportunity on a platter, is beyond pathetic, really. So continue to take the easy way, and butch and moan about how you’re being held
back by the big, bad, mean weeb audience (sad emoji). Anyways, toodles!
