I feel like I don't belong here or in the hololive fanbse in general because I can't be bothered to care about anyone else other than my oshi who just happens to be in Hololive. I don't care about the brand name, the branch she's in, other members, nothing. Just her. As far as I'm concerned Yagoo is a narcissistic dipshit retard that literally got lucky, otherwise he'd be another suicidal salaryman. Everyone else in the company can suck my dick. Useless fax machine cultist fucks.
I cannot make any form of connection with other holo members and it's not for lack of trying. It doesn't help when some of them become bitchy towards the fans. I just leave them and ignore their existence just like they want me to do anyway, so it's not like I'm in the wrong there. I've been in these threads for like 2 years and I still feel like I'm not actually a holo fan. I don't watch the big music shit after my oshi sings. I wait for her, listen, then leave. Just feels like if my oshi wasn't in this company I wouldn't be watching any vtubers at all because I can't stand any of them aside from her. I jerk off to Gura porn once every few months, and that's as far as I've ever gone to give attention to another member. Am I weird for being this way? Am I wrong?
