You will never:
>hold tsugu in your arms at night, as she slowly drifts off to sleep, her breathing slowing, and her nuzzling against your chest
>have tsugu on your lap, as she asks you to read picture books to her, smiling up at you
>have tsugu snuggle up against you in bed at night, as you comb her hair, still damp from her shower
>go to the park with tsugu on a windy autumn day, and watch her play in the trees, all while you feel the slight chill of winter approaching
>go home with her from the park, while carrying her on your back at night, feeling her warm body against your back, while you shield her from the cold night wind
>take care of her as a daughter, and have her love you as a father
>see tsugu smile at you
why live
