>>>>50464359Tourist here. I'd say population of feisty buds should be inscreasing if I am any example of it (tourist here, lurking discord, long time member).
I was dealing decently with declining streams frequency, there was always a more or less acceptable explanation and I don't wanna to judge her.
Then I got a little bit concerned over some fuck who was filling pre-chat with "oooh poor chumbies she's fucking her bf bla-bla". And not because of bf (I respect Gura's right to have her fucking private life), but because it felt like shit started to spill over to outsiders (me included).
Was that when the "new normal" incident happened? Anyway, that's when I got really worried wtf is going on, someone is stirring some shit and knowing Gura to be paranoid - that has to affect her. That "new normal" message sounded like a forced explanation from an irritated person.
And finally this ~3 weeks nightmare of zero communication, which is the worst, since her talking streams, getting to know what's her thoughts, plans, events are - that's the most endearing thing for me in her streams.
So, that got me really depressed, things are obviously very much not ok and I am fearing the future.
Which prompted me to dig a little bit myself for the past few days what is going on, what are the rrats etc.
My humble theory of what's causing current events - fucks who kepts digging shit on Gura got a little bit over the top, reaching levels when stuff started to get public enough that Gura feels alienated to chat.
Actually no, she was alienated to chat before, it felt like members used to be sort of a safe haven for some time, and now they are not either.
That is not exlusively the reason, as she still has her private life, projects (alll the EN girls are busy now it seems, mentioning backlogs, deadlines etc).
But I am fearing we might end up with a new "I hate it here" type of situation with Gura again.
Thank you for listening, I needed to vent somewhere and I've really no idea where else to do it except here, it seems. Not discord for sure.