>>50627012See, the thing is, I like Lumi for her moments where she’s not relatable to a lot of her chat. So, to me, she seems like the kind of person who would have been a huge nerd, who got raised in an environment where she wasn’t exposed to a lot of digital media, and is desperately trying to fake it until she makes it as a geek, while having doubts herself as to whether she’s a real nerd or not.
That’s the part about Lumi that appeals to me: someone who’s good at larping as a normalfag and who’s more adjacent to weeb shit than fully immersed because they don’t entirely trust most weebs to not be menhera. And autistic enough for that apprehension to look like contempt.
Frankly, I’ve talked shit about annoying, emotionally draining, narcissistic people behind their backs because I was too tired of their shit to confront them directly. I find a whole lot of what Lumi did in Cyberlive relatable. And I find you annoying enough that if I were Atlas holding up the sky keeping you alive, I’d also roll my eyes, go “screw this”, and let go while laughing as you get squished.
I like Lumi because she’s literally me fr fr. Which to my mind means a high-functioning autist who’s adapted well enough to like normalfags more than most autists. Essentially, if you’re saying Lumi’s a sociopath, then I might be a sociopath too. Which I’m already well aware that I’m not, but that would be based as fuck if I were.
I’m going to keep trusting Lumi, because you’re all so annoying that I’m consciously weaponizing my cognitive bias to the point where I’d just break out the popcorn and laugh if the proof ever did come out. If she did doxx your friends or whatever the fuck, then they retroactively deserve it for what annoying cunts they became afterwards, because idc if causality doesn’t work like that—it does now.
I don’t know her irl, Lumi’s just someone I find relatable. If her real personality is “different” from what I expect (and the parts I like about her are, again, the things most of her fans seem indifferent to and not what she panders with), then fuck it, maybe I should take lessons and be more like that so I can be based.
Fuck all y’all and the short bus you rode in on.
