>>50875088it forces you to have general anxiety. more so when your every move is commented (usually negatively) upon by people around you, people with whom you are supposed to be fully relaxed around
this sort of anxiety and paranoia doesn't go away, and even after you move away from your family, you are afraid to do things because you're afraid people will judge you and insult you.
it can be lessened so you can live your life, but it requires very good people whom you can trust.
