>>51292116yes, but that knowledge is useless. you won't be able to convince anyone. instead, you'd be institutionalized.
in fact, you'd start to want to tear your brain out after you learn it, so it might not come to that point.
you know how when you get something icky like a worm or an insect or something like that and want to throw it off? you will start to feel that way about your mind, and want to "throw it off" because it doesn't feel right. but you won't be able to, as this knowledge will stick to you, stronger than any bond, even the strong nuclear force.